life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, June 3, 2016

This Time I learn!

I have spent so much of my life expecting and then regretting and then hurt. Inevitably I felt not good enough to have my thoughts and feelings acknowledged or honored. I cannot control what other people do… Life shoved another huge lesson up into my face.  The same lesson has been delivered to me over the years, time and time again.  I have ignored, I have excused, I have covered it up but I never learned.  This time I learn.

"Haven't Got Time for the Pain"  Carly Simon

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