This is the place I allow me to let it all hang out. Typically I reveal my emotional state, lessons I have learned or just my peculiar left-field observations in a raw stream of thought writing…rambling…no rules, no subject out of bounds and no emotions off limits. But this week I have come across something that caught me off guard, although it shouldn’t have. That has been the double-edged surprise! It caught me off guard! How the hell did that happen? Is this the real beginning of emotional vs rational intellectual. I have been unable to share this week’s event, quite frankly because I have not processed it yet...Damn...I hate that word “process”! It is the perfect socially overused excuse I find myself using to avoid exposing my own vulnerability. The past few years have been one hell of a journey and for the most part, I can emotionally flip my crappy experiences around with some sound intellect and a little humor into life-affirming lessons to myself. But this one has me stumped and I worry ….have I been oversharing? Have I just found that line? or does it even matter….
"Don't Let the Sun Catch You Crying" Jerry and the Pace Makers