Seems when I am tired or overwhelmed I easily slip back into old patterns, safe places and expected reactions. Yesterday was a challenge and a huge lesson! The exhibition venue was very different than anything I have done before. Now, every art installation is a challenge but this one more so than most and at the risk of sounding like a spoiled brat diva, I was a bitch and half way through it I was going….”what am I doing?”
But shame on me….shame on me! If I was that concerned I would have done my homework and gone to see the venue FIRST! AND I am always an advocate for doing something you have never done before, being open to wonderful new experiences. Here is my opportunity to walk my talk, and I shrunk back into my old comfortable “holier than thou” attitude. How can I possibly be a crazy misfit, a rebel or a troublemaker if I do not take these outrageous different chances and love every moment!