life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, March 23, 2016

My experience...

This one came across my Face Book and was just too good and too true for me to just let it pass through. The stages of grief.....REALLY??? I just had to post and throw in my 2 cents worth!

and...HELL YES...this is exactly what it is like!  I have just become used to the fact that there is no such thing as "Loss Acceptance"  Every once in a while I think I have got this whipped only to have it get all screwed up again.  I am not learning how to work the steps in the emotional curve, I am learning how to live in the chaos....

On some level...the chaos is working for me....Loss is never that organized!
        "Follow Me"  Uncle Kracker

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