As I continue through this process, this is the first most amazing set of feelings and emotions that I truly recognize! I have known pretty much from the beginning, illness and death is a solitary activity. As much as friends and family want to, they cannot share in the pain, fear, and grief that I go through. It is not a fault, it is a fact and maybe, in the end, a blessing. My heart and my body may be getting weaker but the emotional struggle is making me a more powerful source of strength. I no longer need attention, validation or approval from anyone, I am learning how to do that for myself. I control my own peace and it gets better every day.
"It's Amazing" Jem