life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Here's to the Crazy Ones

Seems when I am tired or overwhelmed I easily slip back into old patterns, safe places and expected reactions.  Yesterday was a challenge and a huge lesson!  The exhibition venue was very different than anything I have done before.  Now, every art installation is a challenge but this one more so than most and at the risk of sounding like a spoiled brat diva, I was a bitch and half way through it I was going….”what am I doing?” 

But shame on me….shame on me!  If I was that concerned I would have done my homework and gone to see the venue FIRST!  AND I am always an advocate for doing something you have never done before, being open to wonderful new experiences.  Here is my opportunity to walk my talk, and I shrunk back into my old comfortable “holier than thou” attitude.  How can I possibly be a crazy misfit, a rebel or a troublemaker if I do not take these outrageous different chances and love every moment!
"Crazy" Seal

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