It has been a week! And although there was no one thing that could be considered the reason for a “break down” there seemed to be more than enough little things, one piled on top of the other that were surely the culprit. Some of it I chose not to participate in, simply because there would never be a resolution. I suspect in the long run that will be a good choice but it was not easy and hurt my heart to make it. The other was just another simple fact of life that the “medical industry is a business”, and clearly cannot serve the needs of patients and the needs of money at the same time. (Which, by the way I walked away from, also….) Mix this in with a difficult exhibition install, out of town class, a loved one in the hospital and just day to day life. I should not have been surprised. A crying breakdown was inevitable. Or maybe…..I just needed a good cry for no reason at all.
"Counting Stars" Gardiner Sisers