life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, April 6, 2016

at least 2 women...


There are times that I have even suspected that I may be bi-polar, so you can imagine how relieved I was to read this.  What I truly recognize is that I am the one who leaps into a role on the stage, concealing real feelings.  Not wanting to feel bewildered or desperate I will do just about anything and I am not always sure that is a good thing.  I know the people around me would much rather see my good stuff.  So I recognize that “other” woman, but I cannot allow her to take over my life, I do not even want to recognize she is there!

"32 Flavors"  Ani DeFranco

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