life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, April 6, 2016

at least 2 women...


There are times that I have even suspected that I may be bi-polar, so you can imagine how relieved I was to read this.  What I truly recognize is that I am the one who leaps into a role on the stage, concealing real feelings.  Not wanting to feel bewildered or desperate I will do just about anything and I am not always sure that is a good thing.  I know the people around me would much rather see my good stuff.  So I recognize that “other” woman, but I cannot allow her to take over my life, I do not even want to recognize she is there!

"32 Flavors"  Ani DeFranco

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