It is just that last part that I struggle with. I am learning to fight for myself, but my fighting …as it turns out looks more like me walking away from or turning my back on those things that cause me pain and difficulty. For the most part I think I am just about done with the fighting except fighting for my own physical heart. I do not have the energy to waste on fighting. Even if I win the fight, I will loose life in the battle. I would much rather spend the rest of my heart and energy on love. I have none to waste on fighting.
"Waiting for my Real Life to Begin" Colin Hay