life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Saturday, June 4, 2016

NOW... more than ever....


Big "Ah-Ha" moments are not always glorious sparks of happy inspiration sometimes they are unwelcome doses clarity.  They are realities that I  chose not to see.  I have hidden, excused and pretended but never honestly acknowledged them. The trick now is to figure how to deal with them.  I cannot change the past, the current situation or other people. I can only change me, how I feel.  Got to stay in my magic now more than ever!


"Big Girls Don't Cry"  Fergie

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