I apologize for the dirges that seem to drone on and on. But my survival and healing seem to be a
process, I must be still healing.
This….these words are how I move forward. These words allow me to grieve. These words somehow release the sorrow and give me the courage to smile and move forward with life. I know in my heart that when so much has gone wrong, it will be the words that hold the answers.
I write and feel the mystery of my heart beating. Sometimes, it only takes tracing back all of the reasons “why” my heart beats. Yes, I understand the electrical impulses make it contract but where does that electricity come from? There is only one answer, magic! The only explanation for why it beats, the reason it feels joy and pain, it is all magic. Even when my heart hurts, when it has been bullied and broken, even when those I love, shatter it, even when I do not understand why this happens, I need to find a reason to celebrate the mystery and the magic! No matter the circumstances… the magic is still with me and all I need to do is celebrate the mystery! The healing will come!
I write and feel the mystery of my heart beating. Sometimes, it only takes tracing back all of the reasons “why” my heart beats. Yes, I understand the electrical impulses make it contract but where does that electricity come from? There is only one answer, magic! The only explanation for why it beats, the reason it feels joy and pain, it is all magic. Even when my heart hurts, when it has been bullied and broken, even when those I love, shatter it, even when I do not understand why this happens, I need to find a reason to celebrate the mystery and the magic! No matter the circumstances… the magic is still with me and all I need to do is celebrate the mystery! The healing will come!
"The Shape of my Heart" Sting, Josh Brogan, Chris Botti, YoYoMa
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