What I difference a day makes. Yesterday I was scared but optimistic, today is realistic, hurt and overwhelmed. I have been exposed to things that I suspect most will never ever have to experience in their lives. In every sense of the word I have had to take on more than I thought was possible. In some ways I understand it has made me much stronger than most, but on the other hand my heart and my love are being destroyed in the process. How much of this have I brought on myself, how much can I change? I know I cannot change others, the change has to be mine. The next question is what and how? I have no idea what comes next I just know that I can no longer do this.
"All That We Let In" Indigo Girls