life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, June 10, 2016

by myself.....for myself

I am not really sure what this is going to look like, but it is time!  Going to go back to my (core desire feelings) CDFs….Passionate, excited, connected and fearless….although I have to admit they are part of the reason I am in the situation I now find myself in, but then I did not expect that this or any other journey to my heart, myself and my creativity was going to be without “bumps in the road”. I will confess, when I chose my CDFs I did not really expect the friggen’ boulders I have had recently. Going back to claiming those words, those feelings on my own....This time I do it by myself....for myself..

"Bruised but Not Broken" Joss Stone

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