life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, October 5, 2015

The first anniversary

I cannot believe it has been a year since you died, but then there are days that it feels like it was just yesterday, it still hurts that much. Will I we ever stop needing and missing you?  I do not know, but I will find the strength  I need to go on.   You taught me that.

  "By Your Side"  Ben Taylor

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