life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Sunday, October 4, 2015

My only choice...



There are so many things in my life I will not have control of.  My choice, my only choice will be how I react to what is happening to me and around me.   I have the power to choose how I allow these things (events, people, and health) to affect my life and my happiness.  I have decided to be happy!  So many people think that is the easy choice that it comes easily without struggle or pain. They are wrong!  It is a decision that takes commitment and work, just like any other life choice, but I know in my heart it is worth it.  I am hoping the rewards when realized will be more than I or anyone else could possibly imagine, but even if they are not I can honestly say I am happy!

            "The Best day of My Life"  American Authors

6 comments:

  1. OMG....I just friended u ;p cuz of ur love for life & art! I am resting, after getting ready for church, saw u had a blog so I clicked to visit it and OMG u have heart failure too. I was jus diagnosed June of this year and this week sometime will be getting biventurical pacemaker with difibulator at the 46 yrs young!
    Our God works in mysterious ways!

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  2. OMG....I just friended u ;p cuz of ur love for life & art! I am resting, after getting ready for church, saw u had a blog so I clicked to visit it and OMG u have heart failure too. I was jus diagnosed June of this year and this week sometime will be getting biventurical pacemaker with difibulator at the 46 yrs young!
    Our God works in mysterious ways!

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  3. The mysteries of this life never ever cease to amaze me. Thank you for following! Good luck with the defibrillator, I have found that for every negative thing heart failure has presented in my life, it has brought at least the same if not more magnificent insights and blessings. I hope it will be the same for you!

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  4. The mysteries of this life never ever cease to amaze me. Thank you for following! Good luck with the defibrillator, I have found that for every negative thing heart failure has presented in my life, it has brought at least the same if not more magnificent insights and blessings. I hope it will be the same for you!

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  5. Yes, I have found the same ....God has slowed me down so that I can realize that I have art hidden inside. I have been so darn busy that my creative heart hasn't had a chance to open! It's been a bittersweet journey that I am beginning to embrace. My Facebook following is "ur2ndwind" please stop by and add aNY suggestions or comments, as I am a baby artist :)

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  6. Yes, I have found the same ....God has slowed me down so that I can realize that I have art hidden inside. I have been so darn busy that my creative heart hasn't had a chance to open! It's been a bittersweet journey that I am beginning to embrace. My Facebook following is "ur2ndwind" please stop by and add aNY suggestions or comments, as I am a baby artist :)

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