life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Saturday, October 10, 2015

no fear...no fear...no fear...

No fear…no fear….no fear…no fear….If I ever had an honest to goodness monster, its name would be FEAR!  Fear chases me down and gobbles up my confidence!  It makes me doubt myself, my decisions, my loves, my life.  It is by far the ugliest monster there ever was.  It can disguise itself, sneak up on me, and literally steal me from myself.  I wear my anti-fear armor at all times and have a reminder tattooed on me. 


"Fear"  Jazmine Sullivan

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