life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Saturday, November 19, 2016

Worthiness....

This sounds rather easy, unless you are working with the medical industry,  Whether intentionally or not, the medical industry has gone out of their way to de-personalize every aspect of what is the most personal aspect of our lives.
So caught up with the business of generating income, they have managed to reduce health care to the most economical risk free way of creating large profit margins.  Specific patient input, feeling, life style, economic resources or final wishes are no longer a part of the general health care equation. 

They force me to regularly stand outside my story and hustle for my worthiness, and there are times that I am just so tired.

"Think"  Aretha

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