life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Tuesday, November 29, 2016

I almost kicked the cat!

And just about the time I was so frustrated and ready to kick the cat….everything changed!  

There are still a bazillion unanswered questions,doctors, relationships, and life but I was just reminded that maybe it is just time to let go of everything that happened in the past and start fresh with what I have and what I know now. Perhaps it really is time to celebrate, dance, smile,  in the now….I cannot undo the past and I have no control of the future after all it is only the “now” and how I feel,  that I have any control over!  ....and that is just wonderfully fine with me!  PS....the cat is safe!

"I'm a Woman"  Koko Taylor

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