life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Tuesday, November 29, 2016

I almost kicked the cat!

And just about the time I was so frustrated and ready to kick the cat….everything changed!  

There are still a bazillion unanswered questions,doctors, relationships, and life but I was just reminded that maybe it is just time to let go of everything that happened in the past and start fresh with what I have and what I know now. Perhaps it really is time to celebrate, dance, smile,  in the now….I cannot undo the past and I have no control of the future after all it is only the “now” and how I feel,  that I have any control over!  ....and that is just wonderfully fine with me!  PS....the cat is safe!

"I'm a Woman"  Koko Taylor

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