life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, November 30, 2016

“effing” pile of pills

I know…I know….this was NOT the assignment!  But it is what happened…And the fact of the matter I thought if I am going to put my wishes into the universe…my real wishes would not be this “effing” pile of pills…it would be NO pills, no docs, no insurance companies….What I want to send into the universe and pull towards me, is not more of the crap I hate, but more of what I love.  Laughing, playing, creating, dancing, friends, family, wonderful new experiences, art, creativity…..there are a thousand more things I would rather have than this mess of meds!
"Closer to Fine"  Indigo Girls

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