life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, November 14, 2016

Healing myself....

I know there are no answers to be found in hiding, in removing myself from difficult situations but I am finding there are times that it has become the only choice.  I run out of strength both emotionally and physically. When that happens I can’t figure out how I feel.  I cannot see where I need to go or how to get there. When eyes swell shut, the universe and my body are screaming at me…In hiding from the world I find the peace to figure out what they are saying to me. Healing myself....
"Heal Yourself"  Ruthie Foster

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