life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Sunday, September 7, 2014

Where are the damn rules?


Damn, that is so much easier said than done.  I bounce back and forth, and still have not figured out how to incorporate heart failure into my day to day life.  I do not want this disease to impact my life, it does anyway….I  ignore it and move forward and heart failure gets “louder” and more invasive.  How do I do this…damn it….how do I do this!

Where are the damn rules?


"Dust to Dust"  The Civil Wars

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