life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Thursday, September 25, 2014

I Just do Not Know it Yet.


Desperatly grasping for things that should not be, will never make them be so.
Maybe it is something deep inside of me, my subconscious or the universe saying.
this is not you, this is dangerous, this will only cause you pain.
Twice I listened to that voice and walked away, Twice I discounted my own gut and went in anyway. It failed both times.
  
Perhaps this is not an ending, but a beginning.
And I just do not know it yet...


"And Your Bird Can Sing"  The Beatles

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