life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, September 26, 2014


So if fear has been my poison, is it possible faith is the antidote?
Not the typical worn out bible thumping faith, I mean real faith!
Faith in my own heart.
Faith in myself.
Faith that I will know what to do when I need to do it.
Faith that I can do this on my own!
Just big fucking faith….that is what I need!

"Have a Little Faith"  Michael Franti

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