life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Wednesday, September 17, 2014


Secrets….I never used to believe in them…I was certain that they were always destructive and cruel. This is my lesson. Secrets may not be the evil wicked things I had always imagined. The awful ugly things and the exceptionally wonderful things will always be secrets.  They are my secrets and I would not change one of them, I do not want to miss a thing, but I understand, I have been there, I know why they will prefer living in the middle of the road, it is much safer there.
   "All of the Stars"  Ed Sheeran

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