life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, September 17, 2014


Secrets….I never used to believe in them…I was certain that they were always destructive and cruel. This is my lesson. Secrets may not be the evil wicked things I had always imagined. The awful ugly things and the exceptionally wonderful things will always be secrets.  They are my secrets and I would not change one of them, I do not want to miss a thing, but I understand, I have been there, I know why they will prefer living in the middle of the road, it is much safer there.
   "All of the Stars"  Ed Sheeran

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