life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, September 8, 2014

Maybe that is broken...


wooosh...a pile of negative spewing out recently in this blog...
...guess it is better here
than anywhere else
...guess I am hurt
...guess I am angry
after years of wanting...
this morning it was finally offered
and I realized, I did not need it any more.
maybe I am supose to do this alone
maybe I am already broken or maybe I am very very strong.


"If You Coud Read My Mind"  Gordon Lightfoot.

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