life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Music is loading really slow lately...sorry...

Monday, September 8, 2014

Maybe that is broken...


wooosh...a pile of negative spewing out recently in this blog...
...guess it is better here
than anywhere else
...guess I am hurt
...guess I am angry
after years of wanting...
this morning it was finally offered
and I realized, I did not need it any more.
maybe I am supose to do this alone
maybe I am already broken or maybe I am very very strong.


"If You Coud Read My Mind"  Gordon Lightfoot.

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