life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, September 22, 2014


I want this to be easy. It is not going to be.
I do not want to do it alone, but the reality is each of us has to. No one can do it with me. The universe has kicked my crutch out from under me, and is making me do this by myself,

First a curse, then a blessing…growing and becoming emotionally stronger is not easy but I want to do it. I need to do it. I have got to be strong enough to do this by myself.
I will be strong enough!
And the art is going to show me the way!

"Change"  Tracy Chapman

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