life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Monday, September 22, 2014


I want this to be easy. It is not going to be.
I do not want to do it alone, but the reality is each of us has to. No one can do it with me. The universe has kicked my crutch out from under me, and is making me do this by myself,

First a curse, then a blessing…growing and becoming emotionally stronger is not easy but I want to do it. I need to do it. I have got to be strong enough to do this by myself.
I will be strong enough!
And the art is going to show me the way!

"Change"  Tracy Chapman

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