life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Saturday, September 20, 2014


Could there possibly be anything more broken than the current state of health care?  At the most incredibly inopportune time I receive a letter from my health insurance company…Humana…stating that my doctors and hospital (Florida Hospital) will no longer be in their network.  It is an income generating multi-million dollar business.  The state of my heart is of no concern to them. Makes an already difficult set of circumstances, absolutely cruel.  I am exhausted.

"A Prayer for...." Seal

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