life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Saturday, September 20, 2014

Broken

Could there possibly be anything more broken than the current state of health care?  At the most incredibly inopportune time I receive a letter from my health insurance company…Humana…stating that my doctors and hospital (Florida Hospital) will no longer be in their network.  It is an income generating multi-million dollar business.  The state of my heart is of no concern to them. Makes an already difficult set of circumstances, absolutely cruel.  I am exhausted.


"A Prayer for...." Seal

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