Sometimes….I am exhausted from the “you will feel better, if you think I am feeling better” performance. I learned it early in life, and have been doing it ever since to protect me. If you do not know I am hurting, you will not ask questions.
I want desperately to figure out how not just perform so they think this is how I am….but to really really really be the happy, bright, smiling, laughing me!
"Me" Paula Cole