Most of the frustration of long term terminal situation is NOT dealing with the disease; it is trying to handle the business. Yesterday’s mail sent me another two reminders that it is not about me or life, it is about the money. Number 1 was a statement from last year’s insurance company (the one that canceled all Florida customers) paying the doctors’ bills from Aug. 2015 thru Dec. 2015, the very same bills that I had been turned over to an ugly aggressive collection agency for. Number 2 was a notice that my current insurance Humana, will no longer be available to me, which means for the 3rd consecutive year I will have to find another insurance company, via AHC. The biggest part of this is not struggling with the physical complications of the disease, it is the economic hardship it has created for my family and the gross amount of life and energy I spend desperately trying to convince myself that I am worth it.
"We Don't Care" Eric Bibb