life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, October 3, 2016

...and it is ok

Some of my secrets are still unknown to me, some are.  I can feel them gathering and I do not know why.  

They are my own private stash of wishes, memories, realities and fantasies.  Some I have debuted and shared, others I have not, but maybe that was not the point.  

Maybe the only thing my secrets want me to do…. need to do is reveal themselves to me, acknowledge they are there, or choose whether or not to participate in them.  

The only thing I have to do is have the courage to admit that I have secrets and that it is ok.

"The Story of Your Life"  Matthew West

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