life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, August 22, 2016

Stand is Monday!

Days and weeks come and go….Some are better than others, but I am thrilled that last week is over. Last week's doc appointments and test results broke me hard.  Unlike most, I am welcoming Monday morning, a new week-a new beginning.  I may not get to have a full “do over” but I am giving myself permission to look at this new heart issue from a new point of view. Well actually the same issue, it is just changing and creating new challenges and a new set of make.  Monday morning gives me a fresh week and the promise of more time to come back “full of heartbreakingly beautiful scars”…  You might want to stand back, just a bit, because I can mend like a MF!

"Walk the Walk"  Eric Bibb

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