It is scary and awkward when I realize that I am so
different from before.
It is so easy to
slide back into a life where the “fit in”with the rest of them, conditioned, routine, and programmed
reactions seemed appropriate.
It is so
easy to let my emotions hook me back into old feelings and behaviors, and even
though it feels good and comfortable to “fit in” for just a while, those
feelings collapse quickly leaving me in a pile of regret and pain. It just does
not work anymore…
There are indeed situations that no longer deserve my time,
energy and attention, but then there are others that seemed to be begging for me to
speak up. I am learning how to value my life and my voice, striving to use both
of them for good and growth! Failing
more times than I succeed, but still trying!
"Waiting on the World to Change" John Mayer
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