Before it does....

But...Every now and again…I feel the need to just go back and “touch” the things that are bad for me, could cause great pain and I  know would never ever work.  I have wondered if it is the need to stand so close to something I know could destroy me while I witness that I still have the strength and knowledge to walk away before it does. Maybe it is some strange need to test fate, like standing on the edge of a cliff or waving a red cape at a bull.

When I am not sure of my own strength and resolve for life it is what I need to do.  Letting go is not just about loving myself, it is a daily practice reminding me how strong I still am!


"Where Are You Going?"  Dave Matthews Band
3 things...It may not be the smart thing to do, but 
I get to still remind myself how strong I am. It will be
ok for me to fail as long as I learn where my boundaries are
and failing is what I do best...and I have learned a lot!