It was such a weird day!....I have been wrestling with this
really pesky issue of holding fluid…disgusting amounts of it! My heart just is
not strong enough anymore for my kidneys to do their job. I really do look and feel like “Sponge Bob
Square Pants”. One of the ways I handle
some of the physical changes and my creative frustration is by sewing new
clothes…I may look and feel like crap on the inside…but honey…I still want to
look good. I have a “stash” of fabrics…I
confess that I may be a serial “saver” (a.k.a. hoarder) I have a laundry basket
that is full of fabrics that I have picked up over the years with no particular
plan in mind…Usually, it was a “sale” I just could not pass up. These recent
sewing projects have made great use of them.
I have made quite a few simple summer dresses, but this week I made a pair of simple elastic waist loose
(comfortable) shorts. And proudly put
them on in the morning…only to have them fall off of me and I do mean fall
apart and fall off of me…the damn fabric had apparently rotted while sitting for years waiting for me to decide what to do
with it….This was truly a first for me! Rotten shorts!....who knew…and what’s more, how did I not
realize it while I was sewing? JEEEZE!!!
Then the nurse came… And there are more med changes…that is
not necessarily a bad thing, in fact, it usually means I will be a bit more
comfortable or have a little more energy, but what it does always mean is that my
heart is getting weaker. AUGH!!!
And then finally…my laptop (8 months old) crapped out! Yesterday’s error message….and a new one for
me was “NO BOOTABLE DEVICE”. Luckily, I
have a computer Guru for a son! I described
to him what happened before the rude error message and he instructs me to close
up the computer, turn it upside down on my lap, then smack it a couple of times
on its backside…. ARE YOU FRIGGEN’ KIDDING
ME!!!
And it worked…(the hard disk apparently had just gotten a
bit out of “flat” and was not spinning).
The only thing that I was able to fix, make work or feel
better about is literally
the thing I spanked!
Perhaps I need to re-think this spanking thing!
"Won't Get Fooled Again" The Who
3 things...
...my shorts did not fall apart in front of anyone
...if these meds work it will be sooooo much better
...the computer works.....YAY!
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