life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure. I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, July 22, 2019

It is the chicken way, but it is some thing….


Still, adore this quote from a Neil Gaiman speech!
It is what I have wanted to do with this part of my life more than anything else, but am not always very good at it.  I get caught up in the negativity, I find myself drawn to repeating the things I was successful at early in life, so that I do not risk failure.  And I become silent at times, to not upset others when I just want to scream at the top of my lungs.  And still….I cannot figure out, who, how or what frightens me into this kind of submission.

I suspect this is why writing these words helps… Here…I expose my head and heart through written words…I expose some of my vulnerabilities.  I am baring my weaknesses to the universe without any consequence…

It is the chicken way, but it is something….
"She is Not Afraid"  One Direction
It is the turn it up so loud,  I am not afraid, I got this..
 dancing living room when no one is at home song!  
Woo-Hoo!

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