life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Sunday, September 6, 2015

I just have to believe right now.....

And I find myself looking ahead and panicking!  

What do I do next?  
Can I go back out on the art show circuit? Galleries?  
Is it worth it, can I do it?  
Do I teach? 
Do I create?  
What do I do now?  
I know, I know, I know…take it easy, it is early, do not worry, just get well.  So much easier said than done!  I know I have so much more to do, I just do not know how or where to start!  I just have to believe right now!

 "Fear"  Jazmine Sullivan

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