life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Thursday, September 10, 2015

I Can do This.....

I can do this….I can do this….I can do this…..I can do this…. Every day is different, harder in some ways, easier in others.  The desire to have my life back is stronger and stronger, but the reality is my body/my heart still is not letting me do what I want to do and it is so frustrating.  The ache and soreness in my ribs and chest suck every ounce of physical energy out of me.  I have to concentrate on keeping my emotional energy high, I have to find those things that give me purpose and direction and immerse myself in the joy of those accomplishments.

"Make it Mine"  Jason Mraz

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