Oh boy, if you only knew how many times I wanted to and sometimes still do want to.... quit. When those times come I sit in my own puddle of tears alone and frustrated, and as much as I think I want someone to come save me I know in my heart there is nothing they can do. This is something I have to do alone. There are many expectations that I have had recently and through all of my life that I have waited patiently for someone to guide me through and they have never arrived. Do I not know how to ask, and if I did ask I am afraid they would say no or laugh? At any rate, I just need to stand up put on my big girl panties, take care of me and not ask for or expect. Alone Again and if I want to be strong I have to do this alone and it is ok. I am fighting!
"Alone Again Naturally" Gilbert O'Sullivan