life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Wednesday, September 30, 2015

chances are...

This is a mouthful of truth!  I do not have to be creating anything big or grand, I just need to be creating or all of this negativity sneaks into my life.  I do not want anyone to think I am a goody 2 shoes because if I could figure out how to aim the destroying at others, I could handle not creating every now and again….unfortunately it always backfires and ends up destroying me…..AGAIN. 

It is not that I am that nice, I am just tired of destroying myself…. Chances are I will be actively creating, thank you!

"Be Honest"  Jason Mraz

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