life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, September 4, 2015

Again and again and again...

I seem to have had more than my share of again and again.  I have started over too many times recently and all I need to know right now is will I ever get it right?  Maybe the first times I was headed the wrong way and needed to start again to change directions.  Maybe my body has just been screaming at me to slow down, or maybe I want too much, too soon….it would not be the first time that has happened! I do not remember ever having to do anything that has been this physically and emotionally tough,  I was grossly underprepared and it has challenged every single part of me to the extreme.  When I come out of this I will be so so strong and surprisingly….. it is a little better today maybe I am finally headed in the right direction! If not…I will be doing this again and again and again until I get it right!
"He Heals Me"  India Arie

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