life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Tuesday, September 22, 2015

Not using words....

I have been alone more than usual lately, not because I chose it, but because it is what I had to do.  I have rattled around and behaved to a certain extent, and done what I have supposed to do (according to others instructions) but the most important part of this recovery has not been nor will it ever be about my physical heart, but it is going to be about my emotional heart, who, how and where I need to invest my life so that it creates the most meaning.   I have had to listen to my own heart, and it is not using words!
"More than Words"   Extreme

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