life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Monday, June 1, 2015

and...I do not allow them...

If I give away my power, I also give them the power to take it away from me.
I know you must think this is so hard hearted, but in reality it is the best way I know to survive.  If I am not depending on anyone, then for the most part no one can disappoint, frustrate, or impact my general happiness.  It all becomes my responsibility….If I do not depend on others, then I am called to be 100% responsible for my own happiness and no one can take that from me unless I allow them to….and I do not allow them.  

"Arms Around My Life"  Janis Ian

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