life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Saturday, June 6, 2015

If you don’t believe me…. Just Watch

Months of being unable to..... has been so damn frustrating!  But with the recent med changes and “nitro”on board 24/7 there has been a magnificent change in my ability to be more active without the pain.

I refused to give up this lovely decorative living room accessory and boy I am glad I did not! 

3 days "back on it"....and already those elusive endorphins, better than any drug you can buy legally or not, are kicking in and I am feeling so strong and positive! 

Now don’t get me wrong…. I am not going to set any treadmill records...
not this week anyway!
If you don’t believe me…. Just Watch!!!

"Uptown Funk" Mark Bronson feat. Bruno Mars

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