life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Not ashamed, I don't know how....



I have always hated and never really understood how fear got attached to creativity.  “Uncertain outcome”! that is creativity.... Although I know that all my outcomes are still full of fear. It is figuring out how not to be ashamed and just deal with it that creates so much of my fear.

"Better Off Now"  Trent Dobbs

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