life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Saturday, June 27, 2015


Got my butt up and out of the house, and not to a damn doctor’s appointment, the pharmacy,  the gym, or the grocery store, etc. etc. etc.  But out and over to see some amazing creative friends that I have missed dearly.  Up a flight of stairs….(a one nitro trip), several glasses of wine, laughing, hours of raging, unforgivable, but oh so much fun gossip and I really do think I can do the impossible!  Forgive me, for being afraid to let you see my fear and failures,  for last night and ahead of time for all of the mistakes I am going to make in the future as I wade hip deep through this part of my life.  I know now that I am going to be making a whole bunch more mammoth mistakes as I do the impossible,  Thanks guys,  I so need this!  You always inspire me!

"Nobody Ever Told You"  Carrie Underwood

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