life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Saturday, June 27, 2015

Inspired!


Got my butt up and out of the house, and not to a damn doctor’s appointment, the pharmacy,  the gym, or the grocery store, etc. etc. etc.  But out and over to see some amazing creative friends that I have missed dearly.  Up a flight of stairs….(a one nitro trip), several glasses of wine, laughing, hours of raging, unforgivable, but oh so much fun gossip and I really do think I can do the impossible!  Forgive me, for being afraid to let you see my fear and failures,  for last night and ahead of time for all of the mistakes I am going to make in the future as I wade hip deep through this part of my life.  I know now that I am going to be making a whole bunch more mammoth mistakes as I do the impossible,  Thanks guys,  I so need this!  You always inspire me!


"Nobody Ever Told You"  Carrie Underwood

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