life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


.

.
Music is loading really slow lately...sorry...

Monday, June 8, 2015

And…I want it right now

And…I want it right now….Patience is not one of my strong suits!  I have spent a life time practicing the long honored tradition of  setting goals, planning , nose to the grind stone, working to achieve them, and sometimes, sometimes NOT reaching the goal.  I think it is time to let go of the long range plans and get into the now.  I want to feel good NOW…I want to love NOW…I want to play NOW…I want to celebrate my NOW by doing everything I love.
"Belly Belly Nice"  Dave Matthews Band

No comments:

Post a Comment