life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....

I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this raunchy disease. My words always help me understand that in this life there will be times that are crappy painful and unexpected but tucked in there are the amazingly wonderful, too. That is when I realized the only control I have over any of this is how I chose to experience them! I realized that I could understand, celebrate can survive even better when I could express these feelings with my own words of courage, humor, and grace. I am the Queen of my own life and the choice is mine!

I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to grieve my losses, to laugh long and hard, and to learn how to live a full magnificent life with heart failure.

I am honoring my creativity, and exploring all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say....."Don't talk like that!"



Thursday, June 11, 2015

The crown is on straight!

I need this today!  I do not like this electrophysiologist, I do not think he likes me either.  It is a draw!  As much as I want my doctors to care about me as a person, I am learning that just is not realistic in today’s world.  I am a paycheck, a billable hour, a means to an end…..nothing more.   If he is the one that ends up doing the surgery (which is highly likely) I will look at it, just like I am hiring an electrician.  As long as he does his job well, we do not have to like each other.  I do not give him any more of my power.  The crown is on straight and I make the choices from here on out!

                 "Respect"   Aretha Franklin

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