life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, April 6, 2018

Chemical Queen of the World!




CRAP…here I am again.  After almost a month of everything is working and the meds are doing what they are supposed to do, vitals are good and in medical terms stable…yesterday I am back on the unstable stack.  More meds...more meds…and here we go again.   For a woman that spent the best part of my life taking absolutely no meds at all…except for an occasional antibiotic and low dose pain pills for dental work… This latest addition of meds may qualify me for the chemical queen of the world….


"Overkill"  Colin Hay

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