life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Saturday, January 6, 2018

I may be a solivagant curmedgeon!

Today's new word is…. solivagant.
noun  so·liv·a·gant  \ sōˈliv ə gənt \ 

And I am learning just how much I do truly love being solivagant!  No, really I think I do…I used to think it may be the worst thing that could happen was to spend hours and hours and hours all by myself….now I kind of like it…so does that make me a solivagant curmudgeon?
"Alone Again"  Gilbert O'Sullivan

excited:  maybe not full on excited...more like happy and anxious. Pleased with how this new piece is coming, but still not sure how I want it to turn out...I just want me and the paint to flow

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