life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

life, love,art. heart failure and assorted ramblings

Don't Talk Like That...

I write to find out what my heart thinks....
I write to expose and work through the ugly parts of this disease, open heart surgery that was less than successful and more recently an S-ICD (internal cardiac defibrillator) implanted in my chest that will hopefully restore my heart beat in case of sudden cardiac death. I am here to celebrate my life, to uncover my fears, to hold on to love, to learn how to live a full life with heart failure, to honor my creativity, and to explore all of my emotions out loud ...before anyone can say
"Don't talk like that!"


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Friday, January 5, 2018

Chapping my ass!




and she is coming alive…small thin lines… just an idea of who and what she wants to be…letting her tell me who she wants to be…..but right now…her ass .....is chapping my ass!  Struggling with how much angle…up and down innocent or hippy and sassy…you know which way I am leaning….
But….I want HER to tell me!


"All Alone with Something to Say"  Bonnie Raitt

connected:  trying so hard to connect to this girl so that she will connect with others...but I do not know what she needs to say yet...

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